love loss hope repeat

Today I realized September is already halfway over. Is this even possible? I don't understand. Maybe because I never officially got "into" the month. So because I'm so amfek dumb, the intention of this month is time management. Because I need to... get me some of that.
I keep thinking "Wow, the weather is so beautiful today. Man I can't wait until autumn is here."
Then I remember that my brother's birthday is in a couple of days, my anniversary next week and the fall equinox is knocking on the door.
The other thing about this weather? It makes me want to cook food. All kinds of food. Steaming veg, baking poultry, roasting taters. Doesn't matter what kind. Something bubbling and warm. Good. Natural. Yummy.
Man, I heart fall.

Anyway.

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